DAY 41 – AFTER BEING AN ADDICT, IS IT POSSIBLE TO GO BACK TO BEING A CASUAL SMOKER?

So we looked earlier at why being “high” didn’t necessarily mean being happy due to numerous factors such as bad weed but moreover over consumption!!  So retrospectively looking back over these last 41 or so days I’ve really appreciated being clean!! i feel so much better but I do miss smoking weed, for I liked in controlled moderation once upon a time I confess to enjoying the effects of the drug…. so I ask is it possible to go back to being a casual smoker once you’ve lived in the shoes of an addict? During writing this how i quit weed blog, I’ve spoken to many more people than I would have usually about kicking the habit and the same issue keeps popping up. i.e. is quitting permanently a feasible option?

GOING ROUND IN CIRCLES

I’ve been here before once quitting smoking weed going cold turkey for a year then again for 8 months, ultimately going from extreme to extreme. This behaviour isn’t healthy for my mind or body.  SO I ask is it possible to be like so many of those guys who come in one day for a smoke have a few drags have a great evening then don’t really care or go back to it?  I think that is what I must do!! I.e to train my mind and body to be a casual smoker not in anyway excessive, for if i’m being honest to myself I enjoy smoking weed but am aware of the difficult & harmful side effects it has on me.

IT’S TIME TO BREAK THE PATTERN!

This on / off strategy was never well thought out and was done more from anger then common sense, it’s just not been thought out properly!! Weed was fun once upon a time, when I used to get stoned every now and again… what’s happening now isn’t cool and I need to do something about it. Anyway I’m gonna have a couple of spliff and break the chain…I know I’ll be ruining my 41 or so days run but that’s not what this is about I remind myself this is about creating a new liftstyle for myself.

 

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