DAY 25 – I feel like Tim Robbins breaking free from the Shawshank Redemption!

Okay so it’s been 25 days now, and I know I know I probably shouldn’t be celebrating that I’m clear from danger just yet, but I have to say I do feel like I’ve broken some of the bad habits which is definitely a massive milestone for me!!! You gotta remember, i’ve tried soo many fucking times to quit and what usually happens is I stand there with my friends lamenting how weed has destroyed my life while actually smoking a packed spliff!!!   At that point i decide and announce to my compadres that “guys, that’s it, this is gonna be my last spliff!, no more!” “I NEED THIS!!” I tell them, they quietly if more politely nod and agree thinking “yea sure, you’re gonna quit the same day I DO .. never!” grim? yeap, very … but that’s the thing about smoking weed habitually, it’s not exactly fun when you’re doing it everyday.  It’s a mixture of a bad habit and a false sense of escapism in truth.  The only time weed can be classified as escapism is when you go on holiday and smoke a spliff! or your first day in Amsterdam in your first coffee shop! – Then perhaps there’s an argument for that.

 

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