Overpowered by Addiction?

So you’ve been smoking every day and dreaming of that quite break that never came – stuck in a loop huh? When this happens you either go one of many ways, 1) you actually do something and quit for a bit 2) you keep putting off quitting till tomorrow which also is the same time you’re gonna start your diet 3) You go into deep denial and justify your lifestyle and behaviour as being “normal”  If category one is your thing lucky you, with categories two and three being effectively the same thing, i.e. whether you’re in denial or not you’re still smoking weed every day and lets not fuck around here  IT ISN’T GOOD FOR YOU.  Also note this advise comes to you from a lover of the herb and I believe that like pizza or anything if you eat it everyday it probably isn’t gonna taste as good as it would if you eat it like normal people do i.e. now and again.  People chase highs by yearning for stronger and stronger gear without realising that their bodies have become completely resilient to getting high on any level leaving only THC infused insulator crystals just about doing the trick.

GONE IN TOO DEEP?

For some being in this repeating pattern of addiction repeatedly for years and years have almost laser etched into their brains their drug addition lifestyle and the thought of trying to unlearn something as profoundly drummed into you like that can seem daunting.  Good news for those worriers, it’s just a worry and nothing more than that, for learning anything, i.e. even things you’re trying to unlearn is the same as just learning something new.  It doesn’t seem like it, cos you seem to know so much about this topic how possibly could be like new? Well that’s the thing you’re learning to act and behave in a completely brand new way and of it’s verture of being new that validates it.

People always know when you’ve fallen off the edge?

“Don’t you think you’re smoking alittle too much these days?” she asks concerningly, BATTLESTATIONS!!!! RED ALERT, DEFENSES TO MAXIMUM CAPTAIN, BRACE OF IMPACT  .. you deflect the question with lots of well argued, reasonable points like “No, it’s fine, i’ve got everything under control, my life is great, I don’t do it that much, you’ve just seen me doing it a few times, it’s a concidence” You deliver your lines, a performance worth appauding, the other person accepts the well tuned answer and the conversation moves on, you move down to YELLOW ALERT and as you were.  Addicts will seldomly appreciate that the drug has changed them in someway, but the change happens so slowly and smoothly it’s hard to really detect until you get in really close.  The formulae is usually the same, person A starts doing drugs, they get hooked on it, and get stop doing it, fall off the wagen effectively, people start to notice. You fight them off for a while, and justify the rest in your head – until you really fall off your rocking chair and then if people love you the close ones will be knocking down your doors while you try to escape them in your drugged up shroud.  Can you admit it’s over? Your friend and family have now all found out about your junky lifestyle, there’s no more places to run to, nowhere to hide.  Even six of your finest LSD tabs will not and cannot offer you refuge as your brain will keep going back to that place you want to run and hide from. Sorry dude, it’s offer, but the good news is we’re coming to save your life.

Being Sober is as Fucked as being FUCKED?

When you’ve been messed up and taking some crazy shit for x,y,z number of days the chances are you’ve probably completely forgotten what it feels like to be you again, you know what i mean, sober you? remember you at your most powerfulest? Of course, chances are you’ve forgotten how that even feels. Remember something, being sober as much a mindset as being on a drug.  Many believe smoking weed enhances them? Do you believe drinking does the same thing?? Is that why you can’t drive for shit when you’re drunk or high of your balls, can’t remember a god damn thing, great way to be before an exam right?? Or how about even just being in a conversation.

Losing people to drugs.

A bunch of dumbass motherfuckas on twitter all attacked me last year, saying that “nahh fool, weed isn’t additive” You guys are all fucking morons and don’t know what you’re talking about.  Anything can be addictive, the trick is not to get addicted to the point you don’t enjoy doing it anymore. If someone you love is lost to drugs, I’m sorry i have no real advise but to say don’t give up on them and keep offering the way out cos they may take it.