Okay some people just seem to be able smoke weed in their daily lives, and have somehow integrated so that this is fine and completely works for them. Now as for me, it really doesn’t work for.. now I dunno why but I just can’t seem to control this properly. At the moment in my life it’s definitely my poison, where as soon as I start to smoke regularly again life becomes completely monotonous. Where all i’m doing is going around in circles, doing the same thing, seeing the same people, standing in the same places, and really saying the same things. It’s like a Groundhog’s Day but instead it involves my consciousness and large doses of denial to create a concoction in my brain which plays out on how I live. Same Same Same! Afterall we’re all just programmed to perform patterns at specific times where we engage the “learnt” part of our brain to replay out something you’ve learned. Now in this way it could seem comforting or even relaxing to just play out trusted patterns of previous performances!
IS IT YOU, when you’re HIGH
You “Under the influence” of the drug can be argued both ways that this person does truly represent you’re character accurately. NO NO but it is you they all shout out and reply!! yes I Agree, TECHNICALLY if you done it, then it is a personna of yourself coming out in some means. What I argue is however , IS THIS A FAIR MEANS? For ultimately this drugs in some way change your natural metabolic state dramatically from one to another, hense I argue that could be said to be fair if you blind folded a man with a chain saw and forced him to walk onto a business train platform that if he did injury or even kill somebody that the circumstances from derived from him being inpaired in some way. Following our example and the logic derived thus that “under the unfluence” is equivelent to being impaired i.e. for the desired effect augmented. So while your states have been modified for this augmention via impairement a person with no eyes doesn’t represent the same person of the drugs when he can see again!
Right Time & Right PLace
This will generally apply losely to any substance abuse be it alcohol or anything other there is a right time and a right place in this business, if you get either of them wrong or confused you’ll end up lost. This ultimately happens because you’re losing touch with yourself slowly. I must confess that I sign my confession here but I must be honest to all my readers of the how I quit weed blog, the truth is i’m finding it really difficult mainly because I’ve built so much of my life around it. This can be broken down to many levels and many layers but the STONE truth is I think that smoking weed can’t be done in moderation for me, it just can’t!
THIS ENTRY WRITTEN STONED OF MY BALLS
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